I can't get it off my mind, moving, friends, wedding, my home. Nothing else can interfere with it, no matter what I do. It's kind of funny, my brother (the aerospace engineer), had this conversation about how we can describe what we think. I'm saying this because it's not really me to not have one thing in my mind with no interference. I will explain.
For example, my brothers mind has one box, around the box, his thoughts are neatly organized and when he needs to use those thoughts, he places them in his box; that way, whatever is in his box is all he can focus on at the moment. Anything outside of his box cannot enter nor interfere, it is just the stuff in his box. He even claimed that his thought box is sealed and cannot be opened unless on a dire situation. So what about my mind? My brother described it as an open box, no, multiple open boxes. I let my mind wander to each box and I allow it to choose how long I want to interfere with the box. For example, my story writing box, I'm in that box constantly, let alone the box within it, the imagination box. I have my schoolwork box, which I wished I never had, but I have no other choice, so I have to use that when going to school. With having frequent open boxes, I'm also able to put thoughts together to make a multitasking thought, like homework and writing. Half the time when I'm in my math class, I'm writing while listening, writing notes on the blank spaces on the top. I have that skill to multitask, just not the major stuff.
So what about the thoughts of the moving and friends thing? Well, I lied a bit, it's not just that that is interfering my land of open boxes in my head, I'm going through that multitasking strategy where I can't stop thinking of the friends and moving so far away, but at the same time, I'm still constantly thinking of writing. At one time I'm writing, at another time I'm looking at my friends realizing I might not be able to see them again . I just wish that moving to another house thought box would seal up for a temporary time. I can't handle the frustration.
Anyway, let thoughts roam, not be sealed in a box like my brothers. If your thoughts are like that, great, that's how personalities are created, by how the mind is set up. So, to get my mind off a little bit from that awful moving box, I'm going to return to my writing box where my imagination is neatly placed.
For example, my brothers mind has one box, around the box, his thoughts are neatly organized and when he needs to use those thoughts, he places them in his box; that way, whatever is in his box is all he can focus on at the moment. Anything outside of his box cannot enter nor interfere, it is just the stuff in his box. He even claimed that his thought box is sealed and cannot be opened unless on a dire situation. So what about my mind? My brother described it as an open box, no, multiple open boxes. I let my mind wander to each box and I allow it to choose how long I want to interfere with the box. For example, my story writing box, I'm in that box constantly, let alone the box within it, the imagination box. I have my schoolwork box, which I wished I never had, but I have no other choice, so I have to use that when going to school. With having frequent open boxes, I'm also able to put thoughts together to make a multitasking thought, like homework and writing. Half the time when I'm in my math class, I'm writing while listening, writing notes on the blank spaces on the top. I have that skill to multitask, just not the major stuff.
So what about the thoughts of the moving and friends thing? Well, I lied a bit, it's not just that that is interfering my land of open boxes in my head, I'm going through that multitasking strategy where I can't stop thinking of the friends and moving so far away, but at the same time, I'm still constantly thinking of writing. At one time I'm writing, at another time I'm looking at my friends realizing I might not be able to see them again . I just wish that moving to another house thought box would seal up for a temporary time. I can't handle the frustration.
Anyway, let thoughts roam, not be sealed in a box like my brothers. If your thoughts are like that, great, that's how personalities are created, by how the mind is set up. So, to get my mind off a little bit from that awful moving box, I'm going to return to my writing box where my imagination is neatly placed.