So I have many crushes, LOTS!!!! As you know, I keep on jabbing about it. So one of them is a guy named Derek, and don't you say that this post is going to be all about Derek. It's so much worse.
So our school had this ninth grade reality town where you get a false identity and go around buying the needs for your new family. Only 10% of the entire ninth graders were going to be single. I was one of them. So just to be silly, I went around asking every guy around asking if they were single or not. Anyway, so I asked Derek if he was single (for he's one of my good friends anyway) and he awkwardly said that he wasn't.
You never know what a guy is thinking, unless they tell you of course. So, since Derek is one of my friends, he texted me asking me if I could hang out about three days ago. I told him I could hang out tomorrow, so after I said that, we just started texting each other just for fun. But then he started asking questions that made our texting much more interesting:
D: Do you still like me?
K: Why are you wondering?
D: Because the other day in Reality Town, you asked me if I was single, I was wondering if you asked that because you still liked me.
K: Oh no, no, it wasn't that, yes, I still like you, but I asked if you were single because I was just goofing around. I asked a bunch of other guys too.
D: I didn't notice that, I thought you only asked me?
K: No, I was just goofing around.
D: Now that makes more sense.
K:Ah
D: I still like you too
So we had quite a conversation. That wasn't all of it of course, but it's all that you need to know for what I'm just about to talk about...
So our school had this ninth grade reality town where you get a false identity and go around buying the needs for your new family. Only 10% of the entire ninth graders were going to be single. I was one of them. So just to be silly, I went around asking every guy around asking if they were single or not. Anyway, so I asked Derek if he was single (for he's one of my good friends anyway) and he awkwardly said that he wasn't.
You never know what a guy is thinking, unless they tell you of course. So, since Derek is one of my friends, he texted me asking me if I could hang out about three days ago. I told him I could hang out tomorrow, so after I said that, we just started texting each other just for fun. But then he started asking questions that made our texting much more interesting:
D: Do you still like me?
K: Why are you wondering?
D: Because the other day in Reality Town, you asked me if I was single, I was wondering if you asked that because you still liked me.
K: Oh no, no, it wasn't that, yes, I still like you, but I asked if you were single because I was just goofing around. I asked a bunch of other guys too.
D: I didn't notice that, I thought you only asked me?
K: No, I was just goofing around.
D: Now that makes more sense.
K:Ah
D: I still like you too
So we had quite a conversation. That wasn't all of it of course, but it's all that you need to know for what I'm just about to talk about...
It all started with lunch, and this happened today. I was trying to look for my friends and found one friend, named Nikolas, who sat one table, but Kennidy (my other good friend) on another table. They both asked me to sit with them. At first I decided to sit with Kennidy and my other friends, but then we all thought maybe we can all fit on the circle table with Nikolas, so we move over to sit next to him.
So we start the subject kind of odd with Nikolas telling us about how he read his friends text messages. He doesn't remember the friends names, so we try guessing them, but then he tells us that it was me who was texting him. I knew exactly who it was. I asked him if it was Derek and he said yes.
I nearly collapsed, for Nikolas just read something that I didn't even want my mom to know about. It was a conversation I wanted to keep to myself and Derek. I asked him how he took Derek's phone and read them and he told me this:
"I told Derek that I liked you, but he told me that he liked you too and that you liked him back, so to prove that, he showed me the text messages."
By then, the inside of my head was screaming.
"So do you only like him?"
"Well I have multiple crushes."
And you do have to know, my friends are sitting right there listening to our conversations, all of them with faces to show that they are near to laughing.
"Am I one of them?" He asks.
Once again, I'm about to cry for help, but my friends just tell me that they are enjoying this and would like it to continue.
"Well... why should I tell you, I only tell who I like in a special way."
"Like what?"
"I ah... secretly ask them to dance with me at like those school dances and at the right moment, I ask them."
"Well, I danced with you the other school dance and you didn't ask me anything."
"Because... Because it wasn't in my thought process at the moment."
"Oh really."
"I need to do it sneakily, not like you randomly asking me to dance just to dance."
"So, basically, you just secretly asked me to a dance, meaning you will claim that you like me, meaning you actually do have a crush on you."
I slap my forehead,
"I need to bite my tongue."
For some random reason this conversation continued between me and Nikolas, I tried continued crying for help, but my friends were all like:
"This is fun to watch, why should we stop the conversation."
So the conversation continued without my consent, making me more and more frusterated and embarrassed. Soon Nikolas found out about all of my crushes and all my thoughts just because I never did bite my tongue. He kept on proving points I didn't even think about.
I was grateful when the bell rang and we went to class, but I ran into him after class and he asked me if I'd decided if I liked him or not. I told him I don't know and I still really don't know. Urg! What have I done?!!!!
So we start the subject kind of odd with Nikolas telling us about how he read his friends text messages. He doesn't remember the friends names, so we try guessing them, but then he tells us that it was me who was texting him. I knew exactly who it was. I asked him if it was Derek and he said yes.
I nearly collapsed, for Nikolas just read something that I didn't even want my mom to know about. It was a conversation I wanted to keep to myself and Derek. I asked him how he took Derek's phone and read them and he told me this:
"I told Derek that I liked you, but he told me that he liked you too and that you liked him back, so to prove that, he showed me the text messages."
By then, the inside of my head was screaming.
"So do you only like him?"
"Well I have multiple crushes."
And you do have to know, my friends are sitting right there listening to our conversations, all of them with faces to show that they are near to laughing.
"Am I one of them?" He asks.
Once again, I'm about to cry for help, but my friends just tell me that they are enjoying this and would like it to continue.
"Well... why should I tell you, I only tell who I like in a special way."
"Like what?"
"I ah... secretly ask them to dance with me at like those school dances and at the right moment, I ask them."
"Well, I danced with you the other school dance and you didn't ask me anything."
"Because... Because it wasn't in my thought process at the moment."
"Oh really."
"I need to do it sneakily, not like you randomly asking me to dance just to dance."
"So, basically, you just secretly asked me to a dance, meaning you will claim that you like me, meaning you actually do have a crush on you."
I slap my forehead,
"I need to bite my tongue."
For some random reason this conversation continued between me and Nikolas, I tried continued crying for help, but my friends were all like:
"This is fun to watch, why should we stop the conversation."
So the conversation continued without my consent, making me more and more frusterated and embarrassed. Soon Nikolas found out about all of my crushes and all my thoughts just because I never did bite my tongue. He kept on proving points I didn't even think about.
I was grateful when the bell rang and we went to class, but I ran into him after class and he asked me if I'd decided if I liked him or not. I told him I don't know and I still really don't know. Urg! What have I done?!!!!